Man I haven't paid much attention to my blog after the last posting, but here we go.
Today's a glorious day, the day of my birth. I'm now 20 years old, and no more teens for me. Being a teenager was both awesome and difficult for me, but at least I'm and Adult and can look back the good times, bad times, and the really shitty times. But all so far I'm 20 and that's what matters.
My 3rd semester is such a bitch, and is taking a hectic toll on getting in shape. I have Design 1 on monday, and Fundamentals of both vid production/Editing on wednesday. So that makes it a total of 15 hours of school every week.
Last month the Bogey Grille the place where I work had a major accident which made me temporarily unemployed for 3 weeks. The main pipe to the sprinkler system broke, which caused a whole lot of water shooting out of the entire dining room, looking like a Hurricane came through from the inside. I was glad to help out with all of my Co-Workers redecorate the place since I'm the favorite dishwasher, and now I feel happy coming to work everyday knowing that I need the money desperately to pay my tuitions for school.
Even though I'm working today, I still need that green. Plus my friends will do something special for me.
And one last thing...........Fuck Tiger Woods getting caught cheating on my birthday.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Friday, September 30, 2011
Finals grades, disgusting thunderstorms, new hopes for some family drama, and future plans
Well its almost the end of September, and I thought i'd put up a new blog up. Received my grades for my finals last semester and I'm quite satisfied with them. B+ for conceptual storytelling, C for Environmental science, and C+ for Digital Photography. I was a bit worried for my last class the most because i've been on some rough bumps on it, and it also affected my Mum who really pressured me to do good often freaking out on me and stuff. I actually blame myself with the C's for my Video game addiction. As well with Gears of War 3 from the last blog I put up. After this break is done I really have to discipline myself more harder to do good in school.
Over the past weeks Jacksonville was plagued constantly by these ugly ass storms that annoyed the crap out of me. I mean I love cloudy weather at times but not when its like total freak ass storms 24/7. I mean Texas is suffering from droughts why don't those storms just swoop down there? Thankfully there are some sunny day's, and as well with some cool weather.
My Grandma stayed with us till Sept 10th, and she left early this morn. She told me about my Mums older brother on how he's doing after his divorce. My Uncle Mark is a supreme court Judge I believe in Michigan and was married to my Aunt Judy who was a hell of a good Physician. They couldn't have kids so they adopted my 3 cousins from Poland Jeanetta, Sebastian, and Basia. But unbeknownst to me the marriage was getting really really sour. And my Aunt was really turning my cousins against my Uncle. To be honest I thought my Aunt was a really nice person. But to do something to my Mums older brother is just very wrong, and telling my cousins that he abandoned them like their birth parents. No to mention that my Aunt was a supposed Animal Hoarder. My cousins too were really affected by the divorce. Under personal circumstances I cannot go further for the sake of my family. But thankfully my Uncle and my cousin Basia are getting back together again. He had her along with her boyfriend to see the Detroit Tigers, and visited my other uncle who last year ran for state Senator. I sure hope it goes good for all of them.
The future I hope will go good for me. Got to be more focused on school, probably adopt a new Dog for the family *But no Dog will ever replace Mickey*, maybe go down to Orlando to visit my big bro for halloween horror nights, and so forth. The biggest plan for me in the future is to plan an epic Euro Odyssey to Europe to retrace my late Grandfather's footsteps in the European theater in WWII. Even though I never knew my Grandfather, and he died way before I was born, my Grandma told wonderful stories about him. She told me that he and his MP buddies would make a trip to Europe to relive their times keeping order in liberated areas from Hitler's Fortress Europa. And it inspired me to make a trip with myself, my older Brother, and my five cousins. Andrew, Liam, Sebastian, Jeff, and my new cousin in law Mike. I figured that this would get me closer to my late Grandfather spiritually, as well as getting crazy and having a helluva good time. But under one condition............Sebastian must not bring, as well as call his Girlfriend. And we would have to put in a ton of money as well as me getting myself a Passport.
Well this is all i have to say for all this.
Over the past weeks Jacksonville was plagued constantly by these ugly ass storms that annoyed the crap out of me. I mean I love cloudy weather at times but not when its like total freak ass storms 24/7. I mean Texas is suffering from droughts why don't those storms just swoop down there? Thankfully there are some sunny day's, and as well with some cool weather.
My Grandma stayed with us till Sept 10th, and she left early this morn. She told me about my Mums older brother on how he's doing after his divorce. My Uncle Mark is a supreme court Judge I believe in Michigan and was married to my Aunt Judy who was a hell of a good Physician. They couldn't have kids so they adopted my 3 cousins from Poland Jeanetta, Sebastian, and Basia. But unbeknownst to me the marriage was getting really really sour. And my Aunt was really turning my cousins against my Uncle. To be honest I thought my Aunt was a really nice person. But to do something to my Mums older brother is just very wrong, and telling my cousins that he abandoned them like their birth parents. No to mention that my Aunt was a supposed Animal Hoarder. My cousins too were really affected by the divorce. Under personal circumstances I cannot go further for the sake of my family. But thankfully my Uncle and my cousin Basia are getting back together again. He had her along with her boyfriend to see the Detroit Tigers, and visited my other uncle who last year ran for state Senator. I sure hope it goes good for all of them.
The future I hope will go good for me. Got to be more focused on school, probably adopt a new Dog for the family *But no Dog will ever replace Mickey*, maybe go down to Orlando to visit my big bro for halloween horror nights, and so forth. The biggest plan for me in the future is to plan an epic Euro Odyssey to Europe to retrace my late Grandfather's footsteps in the European theater in WWII. Even though I never knew my Grandfather, and he died way before I was born, my Grandma told wonderful stories about him. She told me that he and his MP buddies would make a trip to Europe to relive their times keeping order in liberated areas from Hitler's Fortress Europa. And it inspired me to make a trip with myself, my older Brother, and my five cousins. Andrew, Liam, Sebastian, Jeff, and my new cousin in law Mike. I figured that this would get me closer to my late Grandfather spiritually, as well as getting crazy and having a helluva good time. But under one condition............Sebastian must not bring, as well as call his Girlfriend. And we would have to put in a ton of money as well as me getting myself a Passport.
Well this is all i have to say for all this.
Monday, September 19, 2011
Finals, and Gears of War 3
Fire up your Lancers, and get ready to kick some serious Locust/Lambent ass, the wait is finally over!!!! Gears of War 3 comes out tomorrow and I may attend the midnight release. But before I use my trusty Lancer to mutilate Locust/Lambent hordes, I have to get my finals done.
Uggh!!!! I feel terrible for not studying for my Photography final last week because I thought it was up this week. Plus I was beyond tired being a Photographer for hire at HEAL events. HEAL stands for Healing Every Autistic Life, which I'm a proud sponsor of. Got to take pictures of Blaine Gabbert, the new Quarterback for the Jags. Even though I'm not a big football guy. Aside from all that I did my pitch for a horror story I may write someday. The Swamp Man which is about Boo Radley Gibbons. A Fictional Serial Killer living deep in the Louisiana Bayou Brutally raping and cannibalizing his male victims. Aside from the lil stage fright I kept my ground, and stayed calm thanks to my 7 years of acting. Above all that I did great. Now all I have to do is just do my Zoo statement, and burn a CD off all the pics I took for photography class, and then I'm done!
Now back to Gears of War. I actually played it during 2009. I didn't have a 360 back when the 1st one came out because we were weird IDN. But seriously the Lancer Assault rifle is like the scariest Rifle ever made. Chainsaw Bayonet to slice up your Locust enemies, that gun is just going to say don't F**K with me!!! The 1st one was good, the 2nd epic as F**K, and I believe the 3rd one is probably going to be the best out of all of them. I may or may not attend the midnight release because my parent's think its so retarded that people go to a midnight release. But this is quite special for me because I love Gears of War, Lancers are the S**T, Anya is just damn gorgeous, you can never stop the Cole train, and pretty much the last Carmine is going to die anyway. But I love all the Carmines. :P
Last thing I will say is this..........Brothers till the end. Rev up your Lancers one last time. Let's kick ass Gears!!!
Uggh!!!! I feel terrible for not studying for my Photography final last week because I thought it was up this week. Plus I was beyond tired being a Photographer for hire at HEAL events. HEAL stands for Healing Every Autistic Life, which I'm a proud sponsor of. Got to take pictures of Blaine Gabbert, the new Quarterback for the Jags. Even though I'm not a big football guy. Aside from all that I did my pitch for a horror story I may write someday. The Swamp Man which is about Boo Radley Gibbons. A Fictional Serial Killer living deep in the Louisiana Bayou Brutally raping and cannibalizing his male victims. Aside from the lil stage fright I kept my ground, and stayed calm thanks to my 7 years of acting. Above all that I did great. Now all I have to do is just do my Zoo statement, and burn a CD off all the pics I took for photography class, and then I'm done!
Now back to Gears of War. I actually played it during 2009. I didn't have a 360 back when the 1st one came out because we were weird IDN. But seriously the Lancer Assault rifle is like the scariest Rifle ever made. Chainsaw Bayonet to slice up your Locust enemies, that gun is just going to say don't F**K with me!!! The 1st one was good, the 2nd epic as F**K, and I believe the 3rd one is probably going to be the best out of all of them. I may or may not attend the midnight release because my parent's think its so retarded that people go to a midnight release. But this is quite special for me because I love Gears of War, Lancers are the S**T, Anya is just damn gorgeous, you can never stop the Cole train, and pretty much the last Carmine is going to die anyway. But I love all the Carmines. :P
Last thing I will say is this..........Brothers till the end. Rev up your Lancers one last time. Let's kick ass Gears!!!
Monday, September 12, 2011
9/11, and stuff that happened after my heart wrenching post I did before
It has been ten years now. Ten years of terror, and it all started on a tuesday on September 9/11. I was probably 9 years old or 8 maybe, but I do remember I was in 4th grade back then. Amazingly my school didn't go all crazy and turn on all the TV's and showed the towers collapsing. I saw all of that right when I got home. When I saw the planes crashing at the world trade center, I said to my dad is Jacksonville under attack? I know that was one of the stupidest questions I have ever asked, but I was a really weird kid. And I was terribly confused over what I was watching. I had no idea what was going on until I watched more about what happened. And my second question was, who did this? And right on Q, shows the Man whom I would despise the next ten years. Osama Bin Laden and his henchman of Al Queida. This was also the very point of where I had a deep hatred over people of Arabic descent. Calling them Terrorists, Suicide bombers, Jihad whores, and wife beaters. I was young, arrogant, and acting like a retarded American whore. I also learned that some people I know lost loved ones on 9/11, and it really pained me to know that they have to go everyday knowing the fact that they lost an important part to their lives. And in my mind the only thing that would make them feel better was to have Bin Laden captured.
Years passed, a new President took place, and a crappy recession took place, I given up hope knowing that Bin Laden was never going to get captured, as well with my American pride. I didn't care about anything with America, or Religion, or the terrorists. Only Metal was my satisfaction. But when I herd Bin Laden was killed on 5/1, my old obnoxious American self was dug back to the grave. I was just amazed that they had finally killed them. I still hoped that he would still be alive for the Seals to torture him, but he gotten an easier death than all of those who perished on 9/11. But what is most important is that justice has been done. Those souls are now put to rest. Before I went to bed last night, I soon found out not only America was mourning, but the whole world was mourning. That was the very moment where I literally broke down. Me and of course all Americans will never forget what happened on 9/11. My Grandmother totally knew what it was like, she had Pearl Harbor. But it took 5 years to defeat the Japanese in her Generation, my Generation is still fighting to defeat Terrorism. Right now I feel like a total jerk to what I said about Muslims over the past 10 years. To know that they get persecuted everyday after what happened on 9/11. I now know that a lot of them are very nice, and hospitable. Part of the Muslim charm. But those who use their teachings to act on violence is just sick. I still have mixed feelings over Muslims. But I'm sorry and respect those who are Muslim, and live in America. They're just normal people trying to live the American dream.
Now aside from all that emotional 9/11 drama let's talk about what I happened after I posted my other post before. Yes i'm still struggling to cope the fact that my Dog has been put to sleep from a golfball sized Tumor. It does suck, but it also inspired me to later on in life to help out Dogs from broken homes, and from poverty. I love Dogs, and my Dog mickey was probably my best friend I ever had. Of course he annoyed the living crap with his barking, it is so quiet not hearing him. Plus I'm so thankful for having such amazing Friends who gave me their sympathies. I helped them out over impossible obstacles with my positive attitude. Now they're returning the favor, and that is the very beauty of my amazing personality.
I also went to Mayhem fest at West Palm where it has hard rock, and extreme Metal Bands perform to the masses. My friend Emily got a backstage pass to one of the three stages, and snuck me in. And I stumbled into the band members of All Shall Perish, and Suicide Silence. Literally was the best day of my life. I was like a kid in a candy store chilling with them. I was living the rockstar life. Groupies and all.......except for the tech guy for Suicide Silence hitting on my friend which was creepy.
My Brooklyn attitude boss was sadly fired from my job. Probably because that his stress levels affected us big time. Even though he was a bomb ready to explode at anytime, we really did bond this year. Unlike last year where it was a trial by fire, we really did become friends, and he made me the badass I totally am. Plus gotten extra kudos for going to Mayhem to see Godsmack his favorite band. I will miss his anal fetish talk, his Brooklyn attitude, and his singing voice. He will be greatly missed.
Aside from all that my second semester is almost over, have to study my ass off instead of slacking off, my Grandma is living with us for the month, and cannot wait to get Gears of war 3 to come out Baby!!!
Years passed, a new President took place, and a crappy recession took place, I given up hope knowing that Bin Laden was never going to get captured, as well with my American pride. I didn't care about anything with America, or Religion, or the terrorists. Only Metal was my satisfaction. But when I herd Bin Laden was killed on 5/1, my old obnoxious American self was dug back to the grave. I was just amazed that they had finally killed them. I still hoped that he would still be alive for the Seals to torture him, but he gotten an easier death than all of those who perished on 9/11. But what is most important is that justice has been done. Those souls are now put to rest. Before I went to bed last night, I soon found out not only America was mourning, but the whole world was mourning. That was the very moment where I literally broke down. Me and of course all Americans will never forget what happened on 9/11. My Grandmother totally knew what it was like, she had Pearl Harbor. But it took 5 years to defeat the Japanese in her Generation, my Generation is still fighting to defeat Terrorism. Right now I feel like a total jerk to what I said about Muslims over the past 10 years. To know that they get persecuted everyday after what happened on 9/11. I now know that a lot of them are very nice, and hospitable. Part of the Muslim charm. But those who use their teachings to act on violence is just sick. I still have mixed feelings over Muslims. But I'm sorry and respect those who are Muslim, and live in America. They're just normal people trying to live the American dream.
Now aside from all that emotional 9/11 drama let's talk about what I happened after I posted my other post before. Yes i'm still struggling to cope the fact that my Dog has been put to sleep from a golfball sized Tumor. It does suck, but it also inspired me to later on in life to help out Dogs from broken homes, and from poverty. I love Dogs, and my Dog mickey was probably my best friend I ever had. Of course he annoyed the living crap with his barking, it is so quiet not hearing him. Plus I'm so thankful for having such amazing Friends who gave me their sympathies. I helped them out over impossible obstacles with my positive attitude. Now they're returning the favor, and that is the very beauty of my amazing personality.
I also went to Mayhem fest at West Palm where it has hard rock, and extreme Metal Bands perform to the masses. My friend Emily got a backstage pass to one of the three stages, and snuck me in. And I stumbled into the band members of All Shall Perish, and Suicide Silence. Literally was the best day of my life. I was like a kid in a candy store chilling with them. I was living the rockstar life. Groupies and all.......except for the tech guy for Suicide Silence hitting on my friend which was creepy.
My Brooklyn attitude boss was sadly fired from my job. Probably because that his stress levels affected us big time. Even though he was a bomb ready to explode at anytime, we really did bond this year. Unlike last year where it was a trial by fire, we really did become friends, and he made me the badass I totally am. Plus gotten extra kudos for going to Mayhem to see Godsmack his favorite band. I will miss his anal fetish talk, his Brooklyn attitude, and his singing voice. He will be greatly missed.
Aside from all that my second semester is almost over, have to study my ass off instead of slacking off, my Grandma is living with us for the month, and cannot wait to get Gears of war 3 to come out Baby!!!
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Worst day of my life
Today just this afternoon I was told that my beloved Dog mickey had a brain tumor and there was no possible way it could be treated. So they are now in the process of putting him down. When I herd that I swear my whole life just died. I remember trying to toughen it up seeing my Dog with the vet, I just lost all of it and hugged my Dad knowing that my best friend in the whole world is going to be gone from my life. I just can't bear to see him put down as well. I remembered the first day when we adopted my Dog Mickey. He was just the most amazing Dog you could think of. One of his pet peeves was just bark his heart out to anything that moved. I called it O.B.D. Short for obsessive barking disorder. I have so many fond memories that its just impossible to stop. From when those problems began I knew there was something wrong with him, and a Brain tumor was the possible culprit. Both my parent's did not know about it until the news. But right now my entire life is just destroyed by this tumor. But at least we are going to give him a proper Burial in our backyard. But I don't want to see his newly dead corpse be put in that hole. God I feel like I need to set up a funeral ceremony for him. My life is just so shattered right now. Mickey Wright 1/8/03 to 8/11/11. May you find peace wherever you may find it.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Uggh its been forever
I've totally neglected my blog since I finished up my 1st Semester, might as well post up more. Much has drastically changed since my last post. I got four classes, a new motivated bod, and working harder than ever. Over the past 3 months I have discovered a new band called The Way of Purity. They hail from Norway where it is infamous for its Black Metal scene. but they're neither Satanic nor Christian. but both. They are not labeled by any genre for they are a Militant type of band. They desire no fans but supporters for a single Manifesto.....the Liberation of Animals.
Even though I'm not a hardcore Vegan, and a lover of fine Meats, but something about this band makes me want to support their cause. Even if by some crazy chance I'll go vegetarian. I do agree that in Slaughterhouses, as well as our very homes are terrorized by our inhumane cruelty. Watching that kind of stuff makes me want to love on my Dog Mickey more. Plus killing beautiful predators such as lions, tigers, bears, and great white sharks also sickens me. If you think you are so macho killing those kind of animals just because they're fearsome and all that does not make you a Man, it makes you a depraved sick individual that is begging to make all these Animals go away.
Aside from all that four out of five of the members wear ski masks because they have done a lot of crimes for the sake of Animal liberation. Only their front woman Tiril Skaardal has no mask because she's filling in for their previous singer. And let me tell you......she is not damn hot or sexy *I don't use those terms because I would make her look like a huge Porn Star* but a drop dead gorgeous woman. Blonde hair, pale white radiant skin, and the voice of a Demon. She totally reminds me of the frontwoman for Arch Enemy Angela Gossow. But more young and more beautiful. And seeing her makes me ask myself have I found the woman of my dreams? Probably that may never happen. Even though she is 8 months older than me I still may not have a chance with her. 1. Because i'm pursuing my degree to be a film maker. 2. I do not have a passport. 3. I do not speak fluent in Norwegian. And 4. She may not be able to date since she's in a soon to be famed Metal band.
Well I sure hope The way of Purity does an American tour. For I'll be a happy Man. XD
Even though I'm not a hardcore Vegan, and a lover of fine Meats, but something about this band makes me want to support their cause. Even if by some crazy chance I'll go vegetarian. I do agree that in Slaughterhouses, as well as our very homes are terrorized by our inhumane cruelty. Watching that kind of stuff makes me want to love on my Dog Mickey more. Plus killing beautiful predators such as lions, tigers, bears, and great white sharks also sickens me. If you think you are so macho killing those kind of animals just because they're fearsome and all that does not make you a Man, it makes you a depraved sick individual that is begging to make all these Animals go away.
Aside from all that four out of five of the members wear ski masks because they have done a lot of crimes for the sake of Animal liberation. Only their front woman Tiril Skaardal has no mask because she's filling in for their previous singer. And let me tell you......she is not damn hot or sexy *I don't use those terms because I would make her look like a huge Porn Star* but a drop dead gorgeous woman. Blonde hair, pale white radiant skin, and the voice of a Demon. She totally reminds me of the frontwoman for Arch Enemy Angela Gossow. But more young and more beautiful. And seeing her makes me ask myself have I found the woman of my dreams? Probably that may never happen. Even though she is 8 months older than me I still may not have a chance with her. 1. Because i'm pursuing my degree to be a film maker. 2. I do not have a passport. 3. I do not speak fluent in Norwegian. And 4. She may not be able to date since she's in a soon to be famed Metal band.
Well I sure hope The way of Purity does an American tour. For I'll be a happy Man. XD
Monday, June 13, 2011
Finals and ridiculous Post Hardcore Bands
Well tomorrow is finals, and I'm 100% confident that I can kick major Butt on my finals. All I have is my Development English, and my lighting class on Wednesday. So far I feel like taking no prisoners, and arising from the top of the mountain of my fallen enemies.
For a while I have been listening to this song Geeving by the band Abandon all Ships. They're Genre of music is like Pop Post Hardcore, which in my eyes is the Gayest version of Metals Genre Metalcore. There they have a frontman who acts all tough and stuff, and then the Bassist/Vocals is a really clean Boyish charm looking freak with a high pitch singing voice to make him sound divine. To me this makes Metal the proud Genre that has been going strong for 4 Decades look really Gay. But I got to be honest, this song is actually really good in some parts, but I'm not a really huge fan of all that type of music. But damn! Having Jhevon Paris at the end of the song is pretty legit though. So I leave you all with this quite good song. Plus I'm into Tattoos and all that Body modification, but my God this is a perfect reason why my parent's will disown me if I even have one single trace of ink on my bod.
http://youtu.be/94dv5HPZDBY
For a while I have been listening to this song Geeving by the band Abandon all Ships. They're Genre of music is like Pop Post Hardcore, which in my eyes is the Gayest version of Metals Genre Metalcore. There they have a frontman who acts all tough and stuff, and then the Bassist/Vocals is a really clean Boyish charm looking freak with a high pitch singing voice to make him sound divine. To me this makes Metal the proud Genre that has been going strong for 4 Decades look really Gay. But I got to be honest, this song is actually really good in some parts, but I'm not a really huge fan of all that type of music. But damn! Having Jhevon Paris at the end of the song is pretty legit though. So I leave you all with this quite good song. Plus I'm into Tattoos and all that Body modification, but my God this is a perfect reason why my parent's will disown me if I even have one single trace of ink on my bod.
http://youtu.be/94dv5HPZDBY
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