Worst day of my life

Today just this afternoon I was told that my beloved Dog mickey had a brain tumor and there was no possible way it could be treated.  So they are now in the process of putting him down.  When I herd that I swear my whole life just died.  I remember trying to toughen it up seeing my Dog with the vet, I just lost all of it and hugged my Dad knowing that my best friend in the whole world is going to be gone from my life. I just can't bear to see him put down as well.  I remembered the first day when we adopted my Dog Mickey.  He was just the most amazing Dog you could think of.  One of his pet peeves was just bark his heart out to anything that moved.  I called it O.B.D.  Short for obsessive barking disorder.  I have so many fond memories that its just impossible to stop.  From when those problems began I knew there was something wrong with him, and a Brain tumor was the possible culprit.  Both my parent's did not know about it until the news.  But right now my entire life is just destroyed by this tumor.  But at least we are going to give him a proper Burial in our backyard.  But I don't want to see his newly dead corpse be put in that hole.  God I feel like I need to set up a funeral ceremony for him.  My life is just so shattered right now.  Mickey Wright 1/8/03 to 8/11/11.  May you find peace wherever you may find it.