Worst day of my life

Today just this afternoon I was told that my beloved Dog mickey had a brain tumor and there was no possible way it could be treated.  So they are now in the process of putting him down.  When I herd that I swear my whole life just died.  I remember trying to toughen it up seeing my Dog with the vet, I just lost all of it and hugged my Dad knowing that my best friend in the whole world is going to be gone from my life. I just can't bear to see him put down as well.  I remembered the first day when we adopted my Dog Mickey.  He was just the most amazing Dog you could think of.  One of his pet peeves was just bark his heart out to anything that moved.  I called it O.B.D.  Short for obsessive barking disorder.  I have so many fond memories that its just impossible to stop.  From when those problems began I knew there was something wrong with him, and a Brain tumor was the possible culprit.  Both my parent's did not know about it until the news.  But right now my entire life is just destroyed by this tumor.  But at least we are going to give him a proper Burial in our backyard.  But I don't want to see his newly dead corpse be put in that hole.  God I feel like I need to set up a funeral ceremony for him.  My life is just so shattered right now.  Mickey Wright 1/8/03 to 8/11/11.  May you find peace wherever you may find it.

Uggh its been forever

I've totally neglected my blog since I finished up my 1st Semester, might as well post up more.  Much has drastically changed since my last post.  I got four classes, a new motivated bod, and working harder than ever.  Over the past 3 months I have discovered a new band called The Way of Purity.  They hail from Norway where it is infamous for its Black Metal scene.  but they're neither Satanic nor Christian.  but both. They are not labeled by any genre for they are a Militant type of band.  They desire no fans but supporters for a single Manifesto.....the Liberation of Animals.

  Even though I'm not a hardcore Vegan, and a lover of fine Meats, but something about this band makes me want to support their cause.  Even if by some crazy chance I'll go vegetarian.  I do agree that in Slaughterhouses, as well as our very homes are terrorized by our inhumane cruelty.  Watching that kind of stuff makes me want to love on my Dog Mickey more.  Plus killing beautiful predators such as lions, tigers, bears, and great white sharks also sickens me.  If you think you are so macho killing those kind of animals just because they're fearsome and all that does not make you a Man, it makes you a depraved sick individual that is begging to make all these Animals go away.

  Aside from all that four out of five of the members wear ski masks because they have done a lot of crimes for the sake of Animal liberation.  Only their front woman Tiril Skaardal has no mask because she's filling in for their previous singer.  And let me tell you......she is not damn hot or sexy *I don't use those terms because I would make her look like a huge Porn Star* but a drop dead gorgeous woman.  Blonde hair, pale white radiant skin, and the voice of a Demon.  She totally reminds me of the frontwoman for Arch Enemy Angela Gossow.  But more young and more beautiful.  And seeing her makes me ask myself have I found the woman of my dreams?  Probably that may never happen.  Even though she is 8 months older than me I still may not have a chance with her.  1.  Because i'm pursuing my degree to be a film maker.  2.  I do not have a passport.  3.  I do not speak fluent in Norwegian.  And 4.  She may not be able to date since she's in a soon to be famed Metal band.

Well I sure hope The way of Purity does an American tour.  For I'll be a happy Man. XD