Well its past midnight and I thought it would be better if I put my heart and soul into this posting. This is my hell week, and I have a lot of stuff on my Agenda. On Monday, Thursday, and Friday I'm working for the tournament in the Kitchen. So far Monday was no biggie. Tuesday and Wednesday I have School, Tuesday was done with, and Wednesday has just begin. And on the Weekend I have my usual lame ass job at the Bogey as a Dishwasher.
But Monday night I have began to have horrific mood swings over a Million random thoughts. Mostly with School. My lighting Class especially. I haven't been doing so well in my lighting Class, and I have so many thoughts about it. Plus I'm starting to have feelings over my Ex Girlfriend again. I learned you could not date You're Ex from my friends. But I know that no other girl had the courage to date me except her. She totally excepted me from my imperfections. The only thing keeping her away from me is her crazy family, and her family is so crazy all the time. And that is what keeps me from rekindling the flames. I just wish This wasn't so complicated, I wish I was normal. But no one can't be perfect. I hope I'mnot a sad Panda on the morning.
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